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| OMG! i feel like SHYT! imma bout ta slap the Shyt outta the next person that talks to me....i am so Fu<kin mad!
my grades are slippin
i think i lost my ipod
my SO CALLED FRIENDS are acting like B!t<hs
and my little world is crumbling....
i feel like fun*kin sumone up rite now...that is how bad i feel! OMG!
SHYT FU*K!
and for those of you who kno me, kno me....i am not supposed ta be like this. and yet i am being pressured so badly that it has come to this.
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| okay for the past month er so, i've been thinking and debating on what i want to happen with my life. but i guess im jus a little insecure rite now. im not sure what i want to happen with my life yet. i have a promise that i must keep and i now it will kill me if i keep it. but i dont want to hurt anyone. why does life have to be so confusing?
i thought that i knew myself and my abilities, i gues i dont know anything at all. but now that im so not sure at least i can concentrate on one thing: school. and i can raise all my grades and stuff. so i guess there are some ups to this down.
im so confused and i jus want a break.
Rina | | |
| im so tired....and im getting really stressed about all these drill meets that are coming up. im worried about my grades and i have to worry about where i walk around in school (cuz im avoiding someone rite at this moment) and im jus not a real happy person right now.
on the bright side a bunch of my friends and i are gon go watch "the pink panther" on saturday and thas gon be a highlight of the month. so other than that....theres not a lot happening....
oh yea......forgot... ....love ya boo !!!
rina<3 | | |
| omg! you guys i love my MD-072 so much, we actually placed in the drill competition!!! i am so happy and so tired. our drill team placed 2nd place , color guard placed 2nd place, and our academic team placed 1st place......woohoo!!!
i am so proud of everyone in our drill team. and i cant wait for the next drill meet. and i hope we will win even more next time during the drill meet!
love to all my drill team and color guard and academic team members!!
rest up good this week and prepare for more torture the following week after that!!!
and we made my SASI and ASI so proud of us!
omg i cant get over it we actually placed!!!!
GUYS IMMA GET SUM REST NOW!!!!
rina! | | |
| crap...thaz wat im feeling rite now...the drill meet is this saturday and we is lossing points on allingment and all that stupid stuff...and our commander is doing his best to make us remember all this stuff, but sum people are so stubborn. and refuse to listen to him. im not sure im ready for this competition, im really scared. and now all i need is a friend but instead all my "JROTC Family" seems to be against me rite now. Barclay refuses to talk to me, and Iro is alwayz mad at me. this is onlee making me lose my confidence in myself. i acted real smart in front of holley today. i knew wat kind of rifle he was holding. i told him it was a M-1 and he was so happy that i knew it. to tell you the truth, i think he is HOT!!!!!!! lol....but he is wayyyy to old for me....hahaha!!!
Military Ball is coming up, it is on March 17th. i asked this guy to go wit me and he said yes. but the onlee problem is, is that now i like someone else....what on earth am i goin to do? i feel so guilty for being in the middle.
yeah well i pray to God that he watch over my MD-072 on saturday and give us good blessings.
Reppin' that MD-072
hooraah!!!
C/ Senior Airmen Hassan
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